Fickle Friends - Won't Hurt Myself lyrics

Why did I dive in, i hit my head on the
Bottom of the shallow end
Gave myself brain freeze when I ate the ice
Too quick and I didn't see it coming
I want a gun under my pillow
Watching too much Tarantino
And everyday's like Halloween
But I just want to leave the party

Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to
And give away my heart just like I always do
And now I feel nothing and I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
I, I won't hurt myself for you

It's like I'm playing scrabble trying to
Make a word using the consonants
I put my fingers in the
Oven to feel something i'm getting nothing

Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to
And give away my heart just likе I always do
And now I feel nothing and I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
I, I won't hurt myself for you

I'm likе the pieces of a jigsaw
Taking me hours to piece it back together
I'm putting the liquor in the cupboard
'cause I don't need it
I don't need it anymore

Oh I, I, I won't hurt myself for you
And give away my heart just like I always do
And now I feel nothing and I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
(Without it, without it)
I, I won't hurt myself for you