Gabbie Hanna - SUN lyrics

I never gave a damn about a sunset
I never cared to look up at the sky
Watched my sister’s birth &
My brother’s death
& never stopped to ask Him "why?"
I never tried to find the gold
At the rainbow’s end
& i never once a secret told
To a childhood friend
I never tried to count the stars
In orion’s belt
When the earth & moon aligned with mars
Not a feeling was felt
I really couldn't give a shit
About a solar eclipse
& i really cant't bе bothered
With marigolds or tulips
I nevеr really notice
The beauty of the trees
The butterflies, the dragonflies
The ladybugs & bees
I haven't looked for shapes in clouds
Since i was a youngling
& i don’t give a damn
If i never hear a blue jay sing
Mountains aren’t majestic
If you don’t pay them any mind
My vision is fine perfect, really
But i might as well be blind

All this looking down
Will surely be my demise
But i’d rather die than wake up in time
To watch a fucking sunrise