Gjallarhornit - Wasted lyrics

I’m wasting time inside my head
I don’t wanna feel alive
I don’t wanna feel like I’m dead

I can’t stand the way my mind is numb
I don’t want to let things go
I don’t want to look so dumb

But why can’t I do what I wanna do
Why can’t I say what I wanna say
I’m a danger to myself and anybody else

I want it, I need it don’t feel so defeated
The panic, the violence
I wanna die in silence

I’m dying in my head
I feel like I’ve been wasted
No thinking, retreating
They always end up leaving

I’m wasting my time feeling down
What’s the point of feeling sad
Someday I’ll come around