Glass Bridges - Revive lyrics

The rug has been pulled out
From under my feet
It's been coming for years
I didn't want to believe
I was searching for love in a heart
That refuses to beat

My thoughts were my haven
I was feeding my mind
But the warmth I was craving
Was too hard to find
In your arms I felt frozen
But I couldn't ask you why

I would be lying if I said
I didn't want this to end
Don't defend what you said
I'm over these bruises
I'm choosing myself again

23 years and you still act the same
I'm repeating your patterns
But I'm changing my ways
I won't be a victim to the words
That you cannot say

I would be lying if I said I didn't want this to end
Don't defend what you said
I am so tired I'm so sick of playing pretend
You're claiming you know me but
I don't think you understand who I am
Fuck your plans
I'm over these bruises
I'm choosing myself again

I'm so tired of keeping you around
You keep bringing me down
Through your voice I doubt myself
You keep bringing me down
I put pressure on myself
So you keep tearing me down
I would like to free myself
So you stop dragging me down

I've been waiting
I've been praying
I've been working on myself
Am I too brazen
When I say
I think it's time to choose myself again

I'm choosing myself again

I would be lying if I said
I didn't want this to end
Don't defend what you said
I am so tired I'm sick of playing pretend
You're claiming you know me but
I don't think you understand who I am
Fuck your plans
I'm over these bruises
I'm choosing myself again