Gracie Abrams - Best lyrics

I was bored out my mind
Lost my whole appetite
When I could come to life, I didn't
You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought "good riddance"

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

Used to lie to your face
Twenty times in a day
It was my little strange addiction
But, you still tried to stay
While I'd self-isolate
And I knew, but I stayed hidden

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

And I destroyed every silver linin'
You had in your head
All of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditionin'
We were too different, you were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
Now, I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it
And now, I, now I bet you resent
All of me, all of it, angry
Blocking me over the internet
Promise I don't forget all of
My fault in this
'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here
Stayin' home
All of my self control kinda got difficult
But, I deserve it though, I deserve it though

You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought "good riddance"

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
Oh, I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was