Gracie Abrams - Difficult lyrics

My double vision
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death
But listen it's no one's fault, it's
Just my terrible condition, mm
And I've been thinkin'
If I move out this year
I'll feel my parents slippin' away and also
I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's
Somethin' that I'm missin', mm

Oh, I know spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope i wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult

To name this feelin'
Would take a hundred thousand years
Some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had
So I've been speakin'
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, mm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left
Things when it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me
Where did you run to?
Was it somethin' that I said
That colored you blue? Mm

Oh, I know spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope i wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

Difficult (I) difficult

I've been drinkin' and stayin' up too late
Relivin' bad decisions i thought eventually
My ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's
Somethin' that I'm missin' (Mm)

Oh, I know spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope i wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope i wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult