Gracie Abrams - Block me out lyrics

I'll say whatever you want
But I've become such a liar
I used to follow my gut
But now I'm just gettin' higher

It's been a couple of months since
I turned to something violent
I should be happier now
So why do I feel this quiet?

Now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out
I wish that I could block me out, out

I think I'm burnin' alive
But nobody sees the fire
'Cause when I open my mouth
I seem to be stuck in silence



And I thought of leavin' tonight
But I couldn't drive this tired
Plus, after all this time
I should be a pretty crier

And now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out

Don't know how they see me now
Feelin' lost in every crowd
I feel ten feet off the ground
I wish that I could block me out

And in my head, I make a mess of it
I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate
I look around to find it desolate
I used to try, but nothing's helpin' it

And in my head, I make a mess of it
I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate
I look around to find it desolate
I used to try, but nothing's helpin' it

M-m-m

Wish I were heavier now
I'm floatin' outside my body
It's not their fault, but I've found
That none of my friends will call me

Until I'm left to myself
It's honestly kind of funny
How every voice in my head
Is tryin' it's best to haunt me

'Cause now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out

Don't know how they see me now
Feelin' lost in every crowd
I feel ten feet off the ground
I wish that I could block me out
Out, out

I wish that I could block me out
M-m-m
I wish that I could block me out