Gracie Abrams - I should hate you lyrics

Last night, I spiralled alone in the kitchen
Making pretend that the furniture listened
Wasn't the best of my mental conditions
But I tried
Thinkin' of you without any forgiveness

Because I was the one who would
Stay up and call you
And I'd drive to your house for
The shit that you went through
Then I wasted my breath when
I tried to console you, didn't I?
'Cause we didn't happen the way
We were supposed to

I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you

Pulled the knifе out my back
It was right where you left it
But, you aimеd kinda perfect
I'll give you the credit
I just drank something strong
To try to forget, but it wasn't right
No, you're not even here
But you're doin' my head in

I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you ooh, ooh

I should hate you, I feel stupid
Like I almost crashed my car
Drivin' home to talk about you
At my table in the dark
All I ever think about is
Where the hell you even are
And I swear to God I'd kill you
If I loved you less hard

After all of this time
I still get disappointed
Bet you're doin' alright and you
Don't even know it
How it's all 'cause of you that my
Standards are broken in my mind
I would bend back to you if
You left the door open

I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you ooh, ooh
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you ooh, ooh