GrewSum - COMPANY lyrics

It was never meant to be this dark
It never meant to be so cold
I never meant to get so lost
And I never wanna be alone
But there's something if I want up
To feel better and I wanna
Well fuck it, now I'm on 'em
I said I'm on 'em

I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs
(I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs

Sometimes I feel so cold that I don't
Know if I can handle it
Those times I get so low that
I unfold and start unraveling
And I know when the drugs take
Hold I can just let
Go of the pain that's damaging
Me and my soul
And there's no more cold, I feel so warm
But it only will last a bit
When it wears off I come back again
The pain that was gone comes crashing in
I can't deal with that
Shit when it's happening
Gotta catch me a buzz to relax again
Then I do that again (That again)
Stuck in a cycle more dangerous
Than it is helpful
I hate that I need it, I'm mad at them
But when I crash again

I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs
(I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs

It was never meant to be this dark
It never meant to be so cold
I never meant to get so lost
And I never wanna be alone
But there's something if I want up
To feel better and I wanna
Well fuck it, now I'm on 'em
I said I'm on 'em

I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs
(I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company
(The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I
Don't get the love
I need so I look to the drugs