GrewSum - EVOL lyrics

I was made in a bad relationship
I really hope that you can't relate with it
Grew up mad with the half a brain and flip
Out over nothing every chance I'm taking in
So love wasn't ever easy for me to judge
Feeling dumb 'cause I
Could immediately erupt fuck it up
Either that or she needs to be a slut
What the fuck does it take to
Really feel like I'm enough?
Then every song that I hear about drugs
Claims that they make you feel numb
And that sounds great
'cause I'm desperately
Needing a brеak from the pain
But I don't know if I'm taking enough
All at once all thе pills kicked in
Felt so warm like a great big hug
Turned up the music, embracing the buzz
Feeling nothing
But I could mistake it for love

I've got a weird relationship with love
Got a weird relationship with love
My love's never loved me back
Mine never loved me back
I've got a weird relationship with love
Got a weird relationship with love
My love's never loved me back

Women (Women) drugs (Drugs)
Music (Music) love (Love)
My love's never loved me back women (Women)
Drugs (Drugs) music (Music)
Love (Love) my love's never loved me back

It's complicated
I used to love love now I often hate it
I don't think that I want to change
Not today it is not in the conversation
It's a burden to love when
Your heart is breaking
It's a personal grudge that
I've got with relationships
I hate this shit
Hate when they're faking it
Break up quick, I do not got the patience
My heart's been spread out thin
Get out, bet I'll never try again
Never let down my guard so
I hit the bottle hard
Cigarettes now floating in the
Liquor while I'm sipping
Then I fell down, hell-bound
It's a downward spiral
I would rather be alone
My survival depends on it
All my friends gone, and where do I go?
The cycle continues 'cause I'm
In denial because

I've got a weird relationship with love
Got a weird relationship with love
My love's never loved me back
Mine never loved me back
I've got a weird relationship with love
Got a weird relationship with love
My love's never loved me back

Women (Women) drugs (Drugs)
Music (Music) love (Love)
My love's never loved me back women (Women)
Drugs (Drugs) music (Music)
Love (Love) my love's never loved me back