GrewSum - Grew Someone lyrics

Shit, everybody expects perfection
Everybody expects it everytime they
Look in my direction
And I don't think my body
Can handle this inspection
And lack of affection has left me a wreck
And I can't tolerate how they
Look in my face
Like they misplace the heinous
Crook in my place look to my peers
And see the look of disgrace
And this taste, it burns in my eyes like mace
My characteristics are very simplistic
My speech and the beat tho is very sadistic
So I can stereotype, checked and listed
Assumptions that I'mma be another statistic
It’s all fake and I can’t get past the matrix
It's not me you see, it's mask of latex
Behind that is a man screaming for sanity
The loss of myself is becoming a tragedy

I grew someone inside of me
That helps me do things that I couldn't do
That makes me do things that I shouldn't do
That helps me tolerate what
You put me through

What you see in my eyes in
The hole in the middle
Passing judgement is easy
The soul is a riddle
Forget intentions now, you’ll only be little
And you can't forget my soul
It was broke with a chizzle
I guess I'm complicated
I've forget to neglect
I grew the new Grew due to causing effect
Selected memory, you choose to forget
Anything barely relevant you loose
From your head i put the stereo in typical
Cause actually it's pitiful
I ridicule you fools for
Only viewing the minimal
And skiping over critical points
And being cynical
You got it down packed people
Making a ritual they don't see me
I'm an image of they borrow
See a better than life
Through the eyes of Ray Charles
I see shit, crystal clear all the hatred
The new me serene, untolerated

I grew someone inside of me
That helps me do things that I couldn't do
That makes me do things that I shouldn't do
That helps me tolerate what
You put me through

Got up in another me to handle you all
Instead of me this shell can get
You up in the mall
You don't wanna see reality, I tuck it away
Ever since you're the person
Without nothing to say
I'll become exactly what you
Fucking thinking I am
A clone of what you know and
Start to not give a damn
And once I start to thinking
That the person I've created
I will kill my former self to
Stay away from all the hatred

I grew someone inside of me
That helps me do things that I couldn't do
That makes me do things that I shouldn't do
That helps me tolerate what
You put me through