Grinder - Reeling On The Edge lyrics

Listen people what can I say?
I'm a really fcked up personality
You know I'm hangin' around all day and night
With my body pretty busy though
My mind is tired
Picking up the phone to give
My friends a call
But, I didn't pay the bill so
It won't work at all
I've got the muddiest burgers
And the cheapest booze
A bunch of pills but nothin' else to consume
Reeling on the edge, reeling on the edge
I'm full time stoned and I'm half time dead
Reeling on the edge, reeling on the edge
How should I dare another step?
I'm afraid someone's gonna push me
Just a little too far
Can't get rid of the fear they
Won't open the door for me
I'm not used to stuff to read
What should I learn from
Books or stupid magazines?
Walkin' through the park watchin' open air TV
Witness violation entertainment for free
Children rob their mother's robbers
Keep on robbin' joggers
Thank God no one's gonna rob me cause
I've got a lot of brothers
But maybe I just need another try fck!
Listen to me! Kicked in the teeth again
But, I won't lose my head
If I could only have the chance
I don't need no charity
But, I can't cope with enmity
As long as I'm sitting in the pit! I'M ALONE
Fighting a 1000 feet trying to kick me down
I CAN'T TAKE people being all the time so
Sorry 'bout my fate i'M NOT A FOOL
As long as I'm me and do
Not have to think like you i'M ALIVE
I'm a living personality that
Cannot be denied i'M ALIVE
I'M ALIVE i'M ALIVE
I'm alive!