Grip Grand - Something in The Water lyrics

Somebody stop me ‘fore I jump
Off of this bridge, man
Someone remind me of how much I love my kids
Man ‘Cuz like a camel to a needle eye
It’s hard to make it through
But, I been doin' what I gotta do to live
Man

The give and take is gonna
Break my heart in two
I been lookin' in the mirror at
A face I hardly knew
Feelin' like a different person
Or at least a different version
If it seems like I’m beside myself then, hey
It’s prob'ly true
I think something in the water made me crazy
It’s probably my body
Say I’m sorry to my baby
She’s too young to understand
Tell my son to be a man
Tell the fam there wasn’t none they coulda
Done to try ’n to save me
Maybe anxiety, depression
I don’t know, I’m only guessin’
I don’t wanna talk about it, thank you kind
I know i said that i was fine
But i was lyin’

Somebody stop me ‘fore i walk onto the tracks
‘Cuz the world is awful heavy when
It falls onto your back
I am Atlas with the globe
And the weight has laid me low
You can ask ‘em what the time is
I think they already know

It’s so much I wanna say
But, I’m afraid I’ll never say it
I was headed for the light but there’s
No way I’ll ever make it
So I drive alone at night
Wishing I could disappear
Write a song and then erase it
So you wouldn’t get to hear

I think something in the water made me crazy
It’s probably my body
Say I’m sorry to my baby
She’s too young to understand
Tell my son to be a man
Hold the family together when I’m
Gone and they replace me
Maybe anxiety, depression
I don’t know, I’m only guessin’
I don’t wanna talk about it, thank you kind
I know i said that i was fine
But i was lyin’

I been having inner visons of my cold breath
I been having premonitions of my own death
It left me shattered like a natural disaster
Have you ever seen a rapper rip his
Heart out of his own chest

‘Cuz it was beating faster than it should?
I am battling the stress
I never mastered it for good
Guess my brain is overwhelmed
And over working overtime
Over feeling like the future of the
World is on the line

And I know that i could end it
All if I was so inclined
And my moms would probably miss me
And there’s rhymes i need to write
And a thousand thoughts that creep in as
I try and sleep at night
I been tearin’ up from hearin’ stuff
That I don’t even like

Got me listenin' to sad songs
Drinkin' too much
Which is really just to keep my
Brain from thinkin' too much
I begin to lose touch
See me sleepin' when the sun’s out
Or readin’ after midnight on my
Phone until it runs out

The only media I trust is
Passion of the Weiss keep it to yourself
I wasn’t askin' for advice
People love to tell you how
To feel about stuff
But they don’t give a what about why
I don’t leave the house much

Can’t hide in real life gleam in eyes dimmer
DIY spitter with the TMI twitter
If I seem a lot thinner, yeah
I lost my appetite
It’s hard to see the light
When your life's feelin' casket-like

Somethin' floatin' in the water made me crazy
It’s probably my body
Say I’m sorry to my baby
She’s too young to understand
Tell my son to be a man
Tell the fam there wasn’t none they coulda
Done to try ’n to save me
Maybe anxiety, depression
I don’t know I’m only guessin
I don’t wanna talk about it, thank you kind
I know i said that I was fine
But, I was lyin'

"And he was rich yes, richer than a king
And admirably schooled in every grace:
In fine, we thought that he was everything
To make us wish that we were in his place

So on we worked, and waited for the light
And went without the meat
And cursed the bread
And Richard Cory, one calm summer night
Went home and put a bullet through his head"