Guardin - ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE INSIDE MY HEAD lyrics

What's it like to be me?
I don't know but all my demons
Got me wantin' to leave
Sick and tired of the thoughts
Hauntin' me in my sleep
Being conscious ain't much better when
You live in a dream
It's a constant mind fuck
A plethora of disease
Do I crave the agony? Mahogany on my feet
Fuckin' focus on the lotus just
So you can get sleep
I pray to god, but I am him
I guess I'm getting too deep
All my friends live inside of my head
Am I better off alive or
Am I better off dead?
Killing every hue of gray
In my cerebral cortex
I am a mess I fucking guess
A downward spiraling vortex
I must confess I thought that
I was getting much better
Confusing my depression with the
State of the weather
I only feel alright when you
And I are together
But now I'm home and my state
Of mind depends on a sweater
All of my friends, all of my friends
Live up inside of my head, yeah
(Inside of my head, yeah)
All of my fears just follow my peers
It's causing this dread
(Causing this dread)
No, no, I don't belong (No)
No, I don't belong (Nah)
'Cause you thinkin' right and
I'm just thinkin' wrong
Polarity sit's in the neck of my bong
Climbin' trees just to ease is
How I'm staying strong oh, woah woah
Oh, woah, woah woah, woah yeah
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