Guardin - alright lyrics
guardin [Nicholas Jordan Kerr-Carpenter]
[Guardin - alright lyrics]
Woah, woah, woah yeah, yeah
Fuck
My own mind got me fallin' off the deep end
(Fallin' off the deep end)
Sleepin' in the crevice it's not much
Just slowly creepin' (Creepin')
If you tryna stay alive, don't bother
Voices been speaking (Been speaking)
'Cause the reapers tear you face
Until your blood is leaking
On the pavement, I've been laying low (Low)
I'd rather lay alone (lone)
I'd rather sit and contemplate my
Fate and fuckin' zone (Zone)
Wear a mask and cut my wrist
Until I feel the flow (Flow)
I wanna kill myself so bad
And you don't even know (Know)
Never cared about the money or the fame
'Cause the money fill my tummy but
My pockets stay the same
(Pockets stay the same)
I've been slowly craving happiness and
I should be ashamed (I should be ashamed)
I ain't let myself feel anything
These thoughts are all to blame
(Thoughts are all to blame)
Yeah and I'm probably fucking up by
Speaking out about my life
(Out about my life)
But I'm sick of hiding in the
Dark just gripping at the knife
(Gripping at the knife)
And all the chances to erase and put
An end to all the strife
(End to all the strife)
And if you ask if I'm okay
I'll probably tell you I'm alright, yeah
(Tell you I'm alright)
Can't breathe unless the doja in my lungs
(Doja in my lungs) i ain't makin' sense
It's like my mind's speakin' in tongues
Conscious but my spliff is burning
Murder with these guns
Violence ain't gonna stop this shit
I think I'm fucking done, yeah
Fuck
My own mind got me fallin' off the deep end
(Fallin' off the deep end)
Sleepin' in the crevice it's not much
Just slowly creepin' (Creepin')
If you tryna stay alive, don't bother
Voices been speaking (Been speaking)
'Cause the reapers tear you face
Until your blood is leaking
On the pavement, I've been laying low (Low)
I'd rather lay alone (lone)
I'd rather sit and contemplate my
Fate and fuckin' zone (Zone)
Wear a mask and cut my wrist
Until I feel the flow (Flow)
I wanna kill myself so bad
And you don't even know (Know)
Never cared about the money or the fame
'Cause the money fill my tummy but
My pockets stay the same
(Pockets stay the same)
I've been slowly craving happiness and
I should be ashamed (I should be ashamed)
I ain't let myself feel anything
These thoughts are all to blame
(Thoughts are all to blame)
Yeah and I'm probably fucking up by
Speaking out about my life
(Out about my life)
But I'm sick of hiding in the
Dark just gripping at the knife
(Gripping at the knife)
And all the chances to erase and put
An end to all the strife
(End to all the strife)
And if you ask if I'm okay
I'll probably tell you I'm alright, yeah
(Tell you I'm alright)
Can't breathe unless the doja in my lungs
(Doja in my lungs) i ain't makin' sense
It's like my mind's speakin' in tongues
Conscious but my spliff is burning
Murder with these guns
Violence ain't gonna stop this shit
I think I'm fucking done, yeah