Guardin - Anxious lyrics
guardin [Nicholas Jordan Kerr-Carpenter]
[Guardin - Anxious lyrics]
Believe me when I say
This love is the only fucking reason that
I'm standing on my two feet today, ayy
Curled up with your head on my chest
Holding you's got me feelin' the best
I think that I've been depressed
I think that I've been depressed (Daddy)
I think that I'm just a mess
You see all that I possess
Show me why I am the best
Show me all that you confess
Tongue tied, like no disrespect
My fangs right into your neck
My mind I need to dissect
My mind I need to correct
Seven days in my head's like forty
I've been tippin' back the bottle
I'm sorry
Throw a hoodie on and call up my shorty
Lie in my bed while I soak up the glory
I don't know why I'm high as fuck
Okay, maybe I do but I'm shuttin' up
Anxious is my name so I light it up
I feel when you fade, I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up ayy, yeah
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid of myself sometimes
Can't think when my brain's on overdrive
Subdue to the hue of the corporate mind
Fuck you, I just wanna watch Coraline
Pack it up and spark a Bic
Roll it up and spark that shit
Light whatever you can get
Get so faded, you can't sit
And ponder bout it for a bit, for a bit, yeah
I just wanna be okay
Fuck everything in the way
I never know what to say
I never know what to say
Always a new price to pay
Start it like it's a new day
I know more colors than gray
I know I'm flying away
Believe me when I say
This love is the only fucking reason that
I'm standing on my two feet today, ayy
Curled up with your head on my chest
Holding you's got me feelin' the best
I think that I've been depressed
I think that I've been depressed (Daddy)
I think that I'm just a mess
You see all that I possess
Show me why I am the best
Show me all that you confess
Tongue tied, like no disrespect
My fangs right into your neck
My mind I need to dissect
My mind I need to correct
You know I'm crazy for you
Baby, don't know what she do
Save me, I'm drowning in you
Show me how I can be new
Love me like you always do
Fuck me until I go blue
I'll never give up on you
Never give up on me too (Daddy)
This love is the only fucking reason that
I'm standing on my two feet today, ayy
Curled up with your head on my chest
Holding you's got me feelin' the best
I think that I've been depressed
I think that I've been depressed (Daddy)
I think that I'm just a mess
You see all that I possess
Show me why I am the best
Show me all that you confess
Tongue tied, like no disrespect
My fangs right into your neck
My mind I need to dissect
My mind I need to correct
Seven days in my head's like forty
I've been tippin' back the bottle
I'm sorry
Throw a hoodie on and call up my shorty
Lie in my bed while I soak up the glory
I don't know why I'm high as fuck
Okay, maybe I do but I'm shuttin' up
Anxious is my name so I light it up
I feel when you fade, I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up ayy, yeah
I'm afraid I'ma fuck this up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid I'ma fuck it up
I'm afraid of myself sometimes
Can't think when my brain's on overdrive
Subdue to the hue of the corporate mind
Fuck you, I just wanna watch Coraline
Pack it up and spark a Bic
Roll it up and spark that shit
Light whatever you can get
Get so faded, you can't sit
And ponder bout it for a bit, for a bit, yeah
I just wanna be okay
Fuck everything in the way
I never know what to say
I never know what to say
Always a new price to pay
Start it like it's a new day
I know more colors than gray
I know I'm flying away
Believe me when I say
This love is the only fucking reason that
I'm standing on my two feet today, ayy
Curled up with your head on my chest
Holding you's got me feelin' the best
I think that I've been depressed
I think that I've been depressed (Daddy)
I think that I'm just a mess
You see all that I possess
Show me why I am the best
Show me all that you confess
Tongue tied, like no disrespect
My fangs right into your neck
My mind I need to dissect
My mind I need to correct
You know I'm crazy for you
Baby, don't know what she do
Save me, I'm drowning in you
Show me how I can be new
Love me like you always do
Fuck me until I go blue
I'll never give up on you
Never give up on me too (Daddy)