Guardin - Barefoot lyrics

Why you mad at me?
I've been fallin' backwards
Runnin' barefoot through the leaves ayy

Hey you why you mad at me?
I've been fallin' backwards
Runnin' barefoot through the leaves
I could bite my tongue until
I really gotta leave
If the issue isn't settled
Why you settlin' for me? Hey you
Whatchu wanna be? I remember back when I was
Sleeping with no sheets
Back when we were struggling off 89 a week
When the habit's I possessed
Was partially possessing me
When the root of all my
Problеms disappeared inside thе green
And I was acting like I gave a
Fuck but no one fucked with me
When the busses to the 6 were all
I had just to be free
I got a passport for that bitch
But but now I travel overseas
Yeah, it's been a couple years but
Honestly it's all I see
When I close my eyes and reminisce
This shit is just a dream
Guess I really overcame a lot and
Now I've come to see
All the work I've put into
It paying off by 23
Thought I'd never live to tell but
Now I'm tellin' how it be
When you overcome the obstacles and
Turn into a G you could A run for cover
Are you ready for the heat?
Self-destruct until I feel like anyone but me
You could be anything that you desire
Whatchu seek?
I've been plotting on this shit for
Years since I was seventeen
Never felt like I could do it
The depression come in sweeps
I put my headphones on and spit
Some shit until I fall asleep
Back in 2017, I plotted out my death
Tied a noose inside my closet
Drew a target on my chest
If you think this shit's a gimmick
You can put it to the test
Check my browser history for all the answers
Be my guest
Googled "how to kill myself" but
Every option involved pain
Every forum full of isolated kids
That feel the same
Saying they would end their lives in
Hopes of ridding all the shame
It's much easier to talk about when
No one knows your name
It's hilarious how motherfuckers profit
Off an act
You ain't ever put the blade against
Your skin and that's a fact
You're bewildered by the concept of
A struggle so you cap
Yeah, my eyes are fixed upon you
And I'm ready to attack

Yeah, guess this is a wrap
Fuck you and your homies
All the shit you do is whack
This ain't no specific diss
It's simply a smack
In the face of all these
Influencers actin' like they sad