Guardin - Bedroom Saga lyrics

Dwell in the cellar 'cause
The cell reception shit
Sellin selenite and hematite to
Broken hearted kids
Threw my porridge into portion-sized
Catalytic kit's
Complimenting cartilage 'cause I admire
All your bit's
I've been packaging these frames
Sending info to your hips
Thinkin' mental thoughts, deranged
While my mind in full eclipse
My eyes will make their way to
Your cold and lonely lips
Venturing inside of you, a sexual apocalypse
But
I still convince myself I'm fallin' behind
Doin' laps around these average rappers
Thinkin' they fine
Honestly, I'd rather end you all
One step at a time
The trail of blood leads to the
Latter as I begin to climb
I'm sick of this wine, I'm hella inclined
My third eye pulsate when
I'm spittin' a rhyme
The boom bap boppin' kid is finer than wine
I don't sip
Spark that spliff to save the time
And now I'm gone

It's a bedroom saga puffin' marijuana
Gettin' high all night
Time will tell if he fell off the stoop
And he slips streaming flight
Elevate from the right conscious mind
That I had upon a time
'Cause the timing was never fucking right
Uh and when I go, don't row down the stream
Place your oars to the right
I'ma stomach all this nonsense

Offset and upset forget everything you know
Gotta roll with the process
Balancing your energy
Learning how to just let go
Let go of your fears and your demons
'Cause you're simply dreaming
These four walls are bleeding
The color of Eden
Don't know what I'm seein'
Or what to believe in
Just give me a reason to
Roll with the seasons i'll go

Uh, yeah, I said I'll go fuck, aha
I said I'll go, yeah, okay
Yeah, ah, I said I'll go (Uh)

Dismembering what's left of my head
Bury it under cobblestone
And wash my hands of this dread
I'm fucking sick of being vital
'Cause this world is a land
Where opportunity exists but never
Goes as planned
So you can party 'til the sun up
I've been smokin' all night
Trying to find myself
'Cause I've been restless this
Fuckin' whole night oh my
Smokin' until my stomach
Says "I'm alright"
But I've never wanted to end it
More in my whole life
Being content is something I can't do
I've been posted on these stairs
Hoping you'd come through
Drag me up 'em, if you can
Make me feel brand-new
Or leave me sitting at the bottom
Feelin' deja-vu i'm fucking stuck on you
Hoping you're stuck on me
And most of the time I lay here
Pondering what we could be
Just a boy in his castle with some THC
'Cause gassin' ganja what I do it's
Simply my key, baby

Uhh, like, I don't fuckin' know
What I'm doing anymore, man
Like, I don't know if I want
To do this music shit i don't
I don't know who the fuck
I want to deal with
Like, I don't know what I'm doin'
Just livin'
Inhale, exhale type shit, aha, yeah
I love you