Guardin - fly lyrics

I just wanna fly with the birds all day
I ain't gettin' high no more, no way
Okay, maybe just a lil' weed to
Smoke it on the way
I'm a problematic boy, sippin'
Lookin' for a prey everything is shit
But I tell myself it's great
'Cause the knowledge in my nogin's
Always decidin' my fate
So I lie to myself just to
See me take the bait
I've been starvin' for the truth but I
Think it may be too late
Havin' been sleepin' at late
Lately, I don't feel quite like myself
I've been puttin' in the work to
Find the fixture of my health
All the shit to contradict what
My music's tryna sell
I'm just sick of bein' sad and
I don't wanna live at all
So I'll give it what I got and
Put my best into this shit
Fix what's broken with bandages and
Vasts amounts of spliff
You can tell me that you love me
All you want but that ain't shit
'Cause you bruisin' every inch of
Me until I'm losin' it