Guardin - Lovesick lullaby lyrics

I don't wanna fade away
Pour that liquor for my bae
We just wanna celebrate
Gettin' faded, fly away
Stackin' plays all day stackin' plays all
I don't wanna lose faith
In everything, I'm doing great
'Cause all I do is hate
On myself, what I create
Got the man in the mirror lookin' blank
Got the man lookin' blank

Lost in my head counter intuitive
Making a mess you know how I'm doing it
I'm caught in a web
Twistin' the thread 'til my
Thoughts are all dead
All of my friends live inside of my head
Some of them under my bed
Fuck what they said
I'ma make my dreams come true
Fuck the anxiety, depression too
20 already and feelin so blue
I'ma just fight till I cop me a coupe
Whippin' my wrists like I know what it do
Sparkin' that spliff watchin' Halloween 2
Baby, you makin' me feel so brand new
Constantly shifting my hue
I just want you in my life for a life time
Baby girl, you are my enzyme
Breakin' my walls, yeah I rise and I fall
And I'm blowin' these clouds as a pastime
Run with the feelings I feel
My mind is not so ideal
Shaking his hand to reveal
I'm grippin' the steel
Alienated from all that is real
I do not feel anything that you fulfill
Runnin' the game with my skill
You think you know me, yeah, you never will
I am the canvas and you are the frill
You oughta chill destroy you bitches, I will
Fuck with the set 'cause it's trill
You've just been sleeping on
Me cause I'm ill
Sweepin' on me like a spill
I'm whatchu feel

I don't wanna fade away
Pour that liquor for my bae
We just wanna celebrate
Gettin' faded, fly away
Stackin' plays all day stackin' plays all
I don't wanna lose faith
In everything, I'm doing great
'Cause all I do is hate
On myself, what I create
Got the man in the mirror lookin' blank
Got the man lookin' blank

Yeah, you're wasting my time
With your pretty little lies
I can see it in your eyes
And we all wanna die
But the devil's too shy
I don't wanna testify
You're the perfect lullaby
Tuck me in when I cry fall asleep, you and I
Got me feelin' so high
Like a spirit in the sky
Never good with goodbye i don't want that
Pretty baby, maybe you could come solve that
Run away, gone astray, I don't know, man
In my veins, numb the pain when you come back

I don't wanna fade away
Pour that liquor for my bae
We just wanna celebrate
Gettin' faded, fly away
Stackin' plays all day stackin' plays all
I don't wanna lose faith
In everything, I'm doing great
'Cause all I do is hate
On myself, what I create
Got the man in the mirror lookin' blank
Got the man lookin' blank