Guardin - threshold lyrics

What's it like to be free?
'Cause I don't feel like I'm me
Puffin' six grams a week
Write some bars, make a beat
Fall asleep and repeat
Fall asleep and repeat
What's it like to be free?
'Cause my minds tellin' me
That I just gotta leave
Fuckin' stagnant as can be
The sun shines but not on
Me, know what I mean, ayy
I've been just fine in my reclusive mind
And I know if I try I could
(Know if I try I could)
Reach for the sky and I wanna just die
But the power inside is just
(Power inside is just) too fuckin' much
I've been tackling everything in my crutch
The devil is waiting for me to give up
And my savior is you, baby, you lift me up
You make me feel like a God
Conquer the world with my squad
Travel abroad and I know that
You think it's so odd
That the emo kid rantin' is who they applaud
I like the way that you speak
When I act like a freak
Get inside of your jeans
Yeah, you hauntin' my dreams
And my conscience stay clear when
You lay in my sheets
Imma love you forever, forever we'll be

You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole

Hope you know how I feel
'Cause the love is surreal
Baby, you make me feel
Everything that I feel giving my life appeal
Now I think that I'm real
I don't know how to speak
'Cause your lips make me weak
When they land on my cheek 404's how I peak
Make me feel obsolete (Ayy)

Crawl in my brain and just pick at the knots
I am so fucking sick of suicidal thoughts
And the rain is insane
Crashing down like these shots
Washed away with the pain and
The seven red dots
Smoking some pot, trust I will not
My own worst enemy lies in my cot
I'm just a boy who's
Been blockin' his shot
And my mind is an ocean of
(Chapters and plots)

You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole
You been, you been livin' in a castle
I've been
I've been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle
(yeah, yeah, yeah) i've been
I've been actin' like an asshole (Oh, oh)
You been, you been livin' in a castle