​guccihighwaters, sadeyes - fast life lyrics

Is it obvious I'm not good with attention?
I hid my face
No I can't stand my own reflection
My imperfections make me offensive
My insecurities are not something
To mess with can't hide it but I'm helpless
Sometimes I just can't help it
I ruin friendships left and right
Oh me, oh my, I'm selfish
I'm always second guessing
I guess I never learn
I gave her second chances
Now I don't fuck with her

All these panic attacks and
I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when
You be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night? You lost control
You couldn't keep up with the fast life

I don't blame you but I can't save you
This a fast life
Forget where I been last night
I'm so sorry, I left you lonely
I got a show, I can't see you in the morning
And I keep my chin down when
I'm crowded in the room
Cause I don't wanna see anybody like you
And I never come through
Cause I'm always in the mood like
Even if I pulled up treat me like a foulard
I'm so done with the games
When I pull up a charade
Would you loved me the same if
I asked you to stay?
I got smoke in my lungs
It get straight to my veins
Would you love me the same if
I took all the blame?

All these panic attacks and
I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when
You be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night? You lost control
You couldn't keep up with the fast life

All these panic attacks and
I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when
You be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night? You lost control
You couldn't keep up with the fast life