Halley - Reflection lyrics

Today I wake up in a motel close to center
I feel so numb that I can’t regret nah
My face on other newspaper
My grandma worried about my future

This year
You saw me rolling on the damn game
Next year
Few dreams will turn into a real thing
Starved star since the beginning
I’d gotta wait a lot, forget it

Is it?, Is it real?, is it mine?
I ask her every time
Girl, I don’t know how to keep my mind
Sometimes so exposed that I can’t relax

She said that I’m getting crazy
Coz I saw the border and I’d crossed it
I found the peak and I conquered it
Never miss the trophy, I gotta catch it

(Reflection) I feel that she owes to no one
(Reflection) You think that she’ll
Wait for me, yeah
(Reflection) She said I’m the one, my mistake
(Reflection) Note to self: I need
To fix this mess now

Hello?
I need to fix this mess now (Reflection)
I need to clear up my mind (Reflection)