Heartburn - Alaska lyrics

I'm tired of loving, but tired of fighting
I don't want to do this
I'm not good at lying
"You can get through this!" I'm
Sure you'll remind me
I'm tired of living feeling like I'm dying

But this isn't my white flag
No, this isn't my white flag

I want to take a sledgehammer and
Smash anything that's in my way
It's been a couple of years of running
But Alaska still feels miles away
And every time I start to cover ground
Something stops just to tear me down
I'm just tired i'm just tired
I'm tired of winning, and tired of losing
I'm tired of scar tissue, tired of bruising
(I've been here before)
I'm tired of feeling like
I've been choosing
(You're not here no more)
To carry this weight
It's all becoming confusing

But this isn't my white flag
No, this isn't my white flag

I want to take a sledgehammer and
Smash anything that's in my way
It's been a couple of years of running
But Alaska still feels miles away
And every time I start to cover ground
Something stops just to tear me down
I'm just tired i'm just tired

But if it's true that time is a conduit
Sometimes you've just gotta weather it
And it seems like a lifetime
That you've been feeling this
But if there's anything that you should do
It should take time it should push you
No barricade too big it's time to prove

This isn't my white flag
No, this isn't my white flag

I want to take a sledgehammer and
Smash anything that's in my way
It's been a couple of years of running
But Alaska still feels miles away
And every time I start to cover ground
Something stops just to tear me down
I'm just tired
(Years running trying to find Alaska)
I'm just tired
(Years running trying to find Alaska)
I'm just tired
(Years running trying to find Alaska)
I'm just tired
(Years running trying to find Alaska)
I'm just tired
(Years running trying to find Alaska)
I'm just tired tired of living like this