Hex Rated, Yoshi - Moonlight Suicide lyrics

Tonight a community is mourning the
Suicide of a thirteen
Year old who took his life at school
7 Action News reporter Ronnie Dahl is
Live at the police department tonight
Ronnie, what a tragedy this is do
Police have any answers tonight
Well, sadly, police and family members may
Never have all of their, uh
Questions answered because that is the
Case too many times
In a suicide what we have been able
To learn just a short time ago is that
They have been able to track this
Gun it was registered and a legal gun to
A family member the student also had a
Suicide note indicating he was just having a
Hard time dealing with being a teenager

This life is full of pain
I'm trying to maintain
But everything I do it tries
Driving me insane
Chemical imbalance bedded deep
Inside my brain my thoughts are not right
This life is just strange
Sitting with a knife underneath the moonlight
I cut and slice away
Won't live to see the day
My mind-frame is quite frightening
No light or soul is inside to help guide me
I might be losing my mind
This happens nightly
I see myself hanging from a noose
In my eyes
All the hate from the world was consumed
Now I'm at my breaking point and
I am welcoming the doom
So sit back bitch and hear
The click click boom
Have you ever seen your blood
Shine under the moon?
Have you ever felt the pain of
A knife cutting through you?
No pill or remedy for this
Besides a slit wrist
My mind is helpless, this life is just shit
No hope, it's endless Slate razor then fifths
Now look into my eyes
What you see is indifference
No deliverance or fate to save me
Depression is crazy
The pressure is making me
Lose my fucking life
Say goodbye to my kids and wife
Fuckin' up, I look around
Pour a shot and drink it down
Squeeze the trigger and leave my
Brains on the ground now

I don't wanna live i wanna wash it away
I wanna wash it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today
I don't wanna live i wanna cut it away
I wanna cut it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today

Look, I'm doing fine, I say that all the time
Wanna know my thoughts but know
Nothing 'bout my life
This thought runs through my mind
I've got a noose to tie
Who wants to choose to die?
I'm telling you all goodbye
I can't pretend anymore to be
Somebody that I'm not
Insanity tries to take me to
That vivid cold spot
Having memories damage me
People lowered into plots
These people were my friends
So many friends we have lost
And it doesn't end and so I do try to move on
But it ain't easy being strong
It's easy to slip and fall
I hate myself, that's wrong
But, I don't like when people call
The pavement sings a song
It tells me to lay my bones and crawl
Until my hands and knees are bleeding
And my skin's rubbed off
Motivation is more than gone, anxiety worsens
My nerves ain't working
I got one feeling left
And I'll tell you it's fucking worthless
I'm not gonna make a difference
This world doesn't care at all
Spin me 'round and watch me attempt
To find a purpose y'all
You laugh at the struggle I
Deal with until it's you
Begging for some change on the
Street to get some food
And it's your family and your
Friends that don't include
Anything good to say about your future
They know you're doomed
No wonder we turn to drugs, go ahead
Inhale the fumes
Alone in your room you'll be overdosing too

I don't wanna live i wanna wash it away
I wanna wash it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today
I don't wanna live i wanna cut it away
I wanna cut it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today

You don't try suicide, bitch, it tries you
And then you die, your life's a vicious cycle
Of hate and pain, repetition every day
Run away end it all, cut away
You can fuckin' die today
No one would care anyway (nuh uh)
Those are the thoughts inside my brain
(uh huh)
You don't try suicide, bitch, it tries you
And then you die, your life's a vicious cycle
Of hate and pain, repetition every day
Run away end it all, cut away
You can fuckin' die today
No one would care anyway (nuh uh)
Those are the thoughts inside my brain
(uh huh) i try to fight this and
Medicate the rage and hate
Form that built and took shape
Moonlight suicide, I might try it
End my life twice in a cycle of violence
Kill yourself bitch, don't think, just try it
Death is a ticket I sell so buy it

I don't wanna live i wanna wash it away
I wanna wash it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today
I don't wanna live i wanna cut it away
I wanna cut it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today

I don't wanna live i wanna wash it away
I wanna wash it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today
I don't wanna live i wanna cut it away
I wanna cut it away I don't wanna live
I wanna die today i wanna die today

We've been so betrayed we have
Been so terribly betrayed
So my opinion is that we be kind to children
And be kind to
Seniors, and take the potion like they
Used to take in Ancient Greece
And step over quietly because we are not
Committing suicide it's a revolutionary act