Hex.exe - Panic Button lyrics

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me

I wanna be distracted I don't understand this
It ain't sadness I’m emotionless
An anti-socialist
When I'm alone motherfucker tend to overthink
But I'm hoping I'll be able to cope with this
I can't be open with it
Every time it just reminds my
Soul of this shit
Kind of bullshit is this? No one's listening
How can I get over it?

Never knew shit I should've
Refrained from questioning
Everything that should've remained unanswered
Would they regret shit
I hate expressing shit
That gains attention, late reactions
The way they’re acting, the same rejection
When I place the bet whenever
My name is mentioned

Fake affections, the pain is endless
Don’t waste the seconds to
Take the chance but

I've been wondering how many days are left
But I’m afraid of death
What a brain defection deranged conception
Is it safe in after life?
Is it gonna be the same disaster like

When this inevitable pain affect my mind
Should I leave or should I
Stay I can't decide
Ain't nobody telling me have to fight
Ain't nobody telling me

I want to be sane, I know it wasn’t the same
Cause I've been numb and I changed
Trying to erupt with the anger
But it's nothing be anxiousness
Stuck in this maze
Is there any other ways to save
Me as I gazed up at the blood on the blade
There ain't no fucking escape
So fuck medication
Drug'll just make it worse
Can't fucking take this curse
One of my main concerns
Can't tell if I loved or I hated this world

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me