​heylog - ​collide lyrics

Removing pieces of flesh
You're gonna leave me, I bet
I don't stand a single chance
When you don't even lend me a hand
I'm hurting, but I'm fine
I'm burning, still alive
I watch all my emotions collide
Put me to a test anchored, need to rest
But right now I can't and
It's because I'm so stressed
On my last and final breath (I'm sorry)
Sad just like the usual, oh boy
I'm such a mess i don't fit in
(And the past 17 years before that)
Something just doesn't click
Worry you won't hurt my feelings
(I know this isn't any easier for you
I know that) i'll just lay in bed

You know evеr since we werе little
I would get this feeling like
Like I'm floating outside of my
Body looking down on myself
And I hate what I see, how I'm acting
The way I sound
And I don't know how to change it

I am lost for words
I'm afraid of getting curved
Do you think you feel me well
Enough to know my hurt?
I am lost for worth, honestly
This could be worse
All the things I've done, tell me
What do I deserve?
I am so depressed, is it a little obvious?
Searching for a light
But it seems all the power's dead
I feel my descent
Weight me down and slowly press
Barely ever happy, always find it hard to get

Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Oh, oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh, oh

I am so depressed, nothing new, I guess
Sum up everything and I'm hanging by a thread
Constantly regret
Flip a switch and just reset
Wish it was that easy, repeat it all again