​heylog - ​hair lyrics

(hair)

I heard what you said now I'm past it
Getting tired of you talk, I know you cappin'
I'm pretty good at sitting behind the action
I never even know, force of habit
Gotta hold me back and my aggression
Fists hurt from doing all this clenching
You think i'm pissed off? I'm just upset
I'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

(I know that you notice that I'm distancing
I'm trying to hide)
(All that I have learned from you
And leave everything else behind)

(heylog) hold what I have learned from you
And leave everything else behind
Wonder if she notices I'm distancing
I'm trying to hide
Burning all the passages and that
Includes both you and I
Fighting on this field for you but
I think you'd rather me die

Face plant in the soil
The water comes to a boil
Now it's hot take my shirt off
Got 8 bumps between my torso

Old ones keep in touch cause they
See that I'm doing something right
Think about how far I've come
It honestly got me surprised
You say we're the same
But man that hurts cause I am not your kind
More destruction, come prepared
The blood is real and well defined
Missiles coming from the heavens
Everybody runs with fear
Think I'm deaf from all the bombs
I just hear ringing in my ears
The voices are embedded
I be battling for quite some years
Don't know what they say
I just know they like to interfere

(heylog) pack my bags or continue freezing
I hate myself and you're the reason
But I promise I'm getting there
Less lead pulling, loose strands of hair
She detox with a glass of water
I make smart choices, that's why I'm wiser
I smell the booze coming out of your breath
I guess you needed something to
Take off the edge

I heard what you said now I'm past it
Getting tired of you talk, I know you cappin'
I'm pretty good at sitting behind the action
I never even know, force of habit
Gotta hold me back and my aggression
Fists hurt from doing all this clenching
You think i'm pissed off? I'm just upset
I'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

Don't know why you up, like what do you want?
I'm not here to judge
Do you feel forced in love? Oh, oh
(All the things that kill curiosity and
Keeps us from looking deeper)

I needed help as my skin tears
I'd really like to know
Why you weren't there
Whom I love, I'm in despair
Can you hear my voice, are you here?