​heylog - ​i’m sorry lyrics

(heylog)

Every other June is never hot
It's just as cold
Staying in my house all day
My skin could probably mold
Closing both my drapes and sit
In silence while I scroll
Loving you is hard when I don't
Love me as a whole

Mom notices whenever I'm down I point my chin
She asks, "is something wrong?" but every
Time I always fib
People my age are married when
I feel like a kid
I write all apologies to people on a list, so

I'm sorry for mistakes I've made
I need to watch my tone
I'm sorry letting people down
You didn't havе to go
I'm sorry for responding late
Just tired of my phonе
And I'm sorry for never smiling but
Can't you see I'm broke?
I am out of luck when nothing
Goes the way I want
I wanted your opinion you didn't
Have to be so blunt
Telling you my secrets but you
Were so wrong to trust
Everything is hitting now not separate
All at once

And it hurts so much, in the dirt eating mud
Let me say it really sucks
I'm so close to giving up
And I really hate it here
This pain is severe
I'm so close from disappearing
Yet again another year

Oh oh
Oh oh

There's a reason why I hide
My face and my identity
People are so curious if I'm
Young or if I'm 23
Searching for the info and my
God it just upsets me please just let it go
I have a life and I'm not telling
Show me some respect
There's a point that I'm unknown
Maybe I dislike my face or maybe I just don't
Music is my second life and
My first is personal
Finding out the truth you come to realise
It just hurts to know

I'm sorry for mistakes I've made
I need to watch my tone
I'm always letting people down and
Every time they go
I'm sorry I'm on dnd just tired of my phone
And I'm sorry I don't smile
Is it clear to you I'm broke?
I am out of luck when nothing
Goes the way I want
I play out all scenarios but
They're too go to trust
Dodging my own hatred but I
Always fail to duck
Every problem's hitting me like
A million bombs

And it hurts so much, in the dirt eating mud
Let me say it really sucks
I'm so close to giving up
And I really hate it here
This pain is severe
I'm this close from disappearing
I survive another year

(I'm sorry)