​heylog - ​mike lyrics

Heylog

Oh on this road alone dead bush rolling by
Seeing stars shooting around but
It's not even night
I can't even keep my legs under me
Even if I tried
Voices say to rest my feet but
It's all just a lie
Man this struggle never ends
Even if I want it to
I barely can pretend cause it's not
Me or what I wanna do
And I'm not afraid of death but
It's something I would never choose
And I wish that I knew less cause
I'm tryna see the right of you

Lurking in the shadows, oh man I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable
I might burn from the light
And I'm tired fighting battles with me
Myself and I
'cause I don't got any strategies
Or tactics in this mind
I keep putting people first but I
Need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth
Cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here
For me and I said, "Okay, i doubt that"
Next time don't promise anything if you're
Not gonna stick to it

I don't feel like playing games
I'm so mad that I could punch something
But I learned how to refrain
You said you've changed for the good
But honestly it feels the same
You said you've changed for the good
But honestly you feel the same
Yeah you feel the same

I bottle it up, keep it inside, no out
Let loose of all of me when you're not around
Oh, oh oh

I guess you didn't even understand
A word I said
I don't think that you deserve me
I think you deserve the best
I can barely make it by
Sink into the deepest depths in my mental
In my mind it's all coming to an end

Sinking to the bottom yeah I get it
But what's up? Trying to stay positive but
It's not working out
You know you'll never hurt me
I'm already numb
Even if you tried, wish the best of luck

Lurking in the shadows, oh man I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable
I might burn from the light
And I'm tired fighting battles with me
Myself and I
'cause I don't got any strategies
Or tactics in this mind
I keep putting people first but I
Need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth
Cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here
For me and I said, "Okay, i doubt that"
Next time don't promise anything if you're
Not gonna stick to it