​heylog - ​months lyrics

If I can't love will I end up
Lone and forgot or spend it with someone
I can't fall in love
My heart's dead probably numb
I hope it won't be long
To heal 'cause it's been months
If I can't love will she leave us?
Alone here in the dust i'll never get enough
My time is up
I can't think with all the fuss
These camels takin' my lungs
I think of you when I'm buzzed

I wish you'd stay home permanently
I can't sleep alone if you're in my dreams
I can't let you go this can't be happening
But you're bad for me but you're bad for me
I still love you even if you hate me
I still want you even if you despite me
I still care for you even if
You don't care for me you were good to me
You were great for me

I never understood
How you could put up with me
'Cause I barely showed love
I'm still surprised you didn't leave me
Now as I look back
I should've cherished what I had with you
Call me "heyregret"
That's how I feel with everything
I haven't touched food all day
Too busy making music
She asked me if I'm okay
"I listen to your lyrics"
I don't know how to love i show zero emotion
Only in my songs
My tears could flood the ocean

If I can't love will I end up
Lone and forgot or spend it with someone
I can't fall in love
My heart's dead probably numb
I hope it won't be long
To heal 'cause it's been months
If I can't love will she leave us?
Alone here in the dust i'll never get enough
My time is up
I can't think with all the fuss
These camels taking my lungs
I think of you when I'm buzzed