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Each step a little closer to our grave
Out of town, I'm not in a different state
My state of mind dictates
Where I fucking stay
Do the things I wanna do 'fore I decay

But man the shit they do
Just to dissect this brain
They can try it any way they like
But they're never gonna find
Anything that's right
Whatever I pour in the cup, that's right
(that's right)

Slightly insane, popping any uppers
Won't make you feel okay
But it will erase your brain
Never will erase your pain

I feel so defeated
Woke up with different dеmeanor
Broken from start up to finish
And I change up with thе season

I'm so obsessed with the reason
Can't figure out what I'm here for
The planet dies every minute
The same as all of it's beings

Infatuated with a concept that became a blur
Every other thought in my head
It was all of her
And when the stop lights turned green
I would hit the curb god damn
When I die they're gonna say
That I never learned

Nobody knows what it is
Pessimism coming first misery coming next

It's hard to believe in a God
When something like you exists
You're worse than your fucking Mom
I hope that you hear this

Death comes for us all, don't you know that
I hope that you choke on your words bitch
I've got a brand new fucking kill list
Everything unwarranted I hate you

Every waking moment is a nightmare
I can't take no more if
You're not right here
I don't feel right here
Something ain't right

Each step a little closer to our grave
Out of town, I'm not in a different state
My state of mind dictates
Where I fucking stay
Do the things I wanna do 'fore I decay

But man the shit they do just to

Infatuated with a concept that became a blur
Every other thought in my head
It was all of her
And when the stop lights turned green
I would hit the curb god damn
When I die they're gonna say
That I never learned