Home Bowman - Where Have You Been? lyrics

Feel like I waste my life on people
That don't even care about me
That don't know where I've been
Feel like I need a hug and
Need some new friends, cause I feel like this
Depression is never coming to end

Yeah I've been benevolent, but
I've been stressing over dumb shit
I wish you would answer when I call you
Where the fuck have you been?

I'm not too sure if I should call or not
(call or not)
I'm not even sure that you give a fuck
Dеad, I got scars in my head
Got dreams in the bеd that
Haunt me to this day

I don't got a lot of shame anymore
I still behave, still misbehave
I'm still sleep deprived, still going insane
I think I saw her ghost
Holding my hand last night
In the sun, when I was looking at it

I think I died last time
I need to die next time
Don't even try to fucking stop me
This little fight of mine, no no
Please, take your time
I think I may have lost my mind

Bodies on the tiled floor
Someone just opened the door
Footsteps on the rise again
Flooded gates, the tears will pour

It wants my body, give it more
It wants my soul, I can't ignore
It wants my love? Too bad it's yours
It's pouring salt on open sores

(Feel like I waste my life on people
That don't even care about me
That don't know where I've been)
(Feel like I waste my life on people
That don't even care about me
That don't know where I've been)

This little fight of mine
No, please take your time
I think I may of- may of- may of- may of

This little fight of mine
No, please take your time
I think I may of- may of- may of may of