Home Bowman - JUST MY LUCK lyrics

I don't want anger inside to consume me
But there's a part that I have to let speak
Caught me a dime when I went to the pond
But I had to let go
Cause there's nothing for free

Always contingencies when there's
A lover the
Side of my brain that'll never get peace
Said that I'm done with the triplets
But baby I think that it's
Probably just what I need

Duck down when you see me
No free time but I hit you with a freebie
Sink my teeth in a bitch again when
She say my name in a post I'm creaming

First thing now I'mma say I
Didn't didn't do it
Problem with the fact is that
I couldn't really prove it
Algorithms in the application fucked
Me so bad that you really thought I blew
It you with you

I'm a god with this shit I
Don't slow for a bitch
Never heard me talk down so
Proud when I'm pissed
Am I going too fast baby let me know, shit
I don't want this to last but
I know that you miss me

See you peeking 'round my story daily
Emptiness embodies you but maybe
This is the type of attitude you gave me
Handing out the fattest losses lately

I'm off the hinge and talking shit, I boast
Darker thoughts and lines getting morose
You the type of bitch to call me gross
After sucking dick like it's your 8-4

Not the fucking smartest from the bunch
Penis breakfast, cock and balls for lunch
Top it off with weed and captain crunch
Rocking all the Johnsons that you munch

Flip the script, a topic change again
Drunken words that frightened half my friends
Why the fuck you cling to me so hard
When our boss was deep
Inside your fucking head?

That's a line I probably should've shelved
Half the time I keep it to myself
Other times I break the rules it helps
With the problems that I'd
Probably never tell

I'm not gonna be stopped anytime soon
So you better run your course like a tycoon
Fourth time a motherfucker died in the cycle
Gotta keep pedaling the metal out of my room

I knew that a little time and a haiku
Might keep you occupied
While I fight through everything I had to
Put inside of my mind
Whoever you thought was lying
You were right to

That's just my luck that's just my luck
Don't give a fuck

The stress been eating at me
I ain't slept in days i been typing papers
And I write enraged

I don't know my place
I don't feel the same wanna stick my face
In the microwave

I'm boiling down into a deeper cave
Never getting reprimanded when I misbehave

But I'll tell you once i'm done with games
Imma get to stomping onto all the graves now

I been opening my mind up
Trying to find the reason
That you never gave the time up
Sound a little different
When you're bitching on my image
But you never took a second
Just to try to hear my side out

I don't want beef or a bad reputation
I already got one, I'm just too impatient
I don't want love or your fake motivation
Fuck my heart I'mma fill it with my hatred

That's the burden that I bear for life
I'll probably to turn to liquor
I got wars I keep on fighting
Still got calluses from Flicker

There's a bridge I burn like every month
Adjusting made 'em quicker
Probably dozens at this point
I'm still A-team you all just fillers

Change the conversation
All this buildup I really need help
I've been ducking people left and right
In my personal hell

I got nothing left to say except
The words you never felt
Just ignore my fucking page
And post your pictures of yourself i'm done