Home Bowman - Smoke & Mirrors lyrics

Now I see my face
Feel different, never great
Wanna burn the bitch I am i'd never hesitate

Beauty lied to me now, don’t you lie to me
I see your intentions
You bleed right through like paper and ink

Now that I'm me i hate what I see
Lost myself enslaved to an other's prophecy

I don’t wanna go see the depths like you
I don't wanna go i know I'll have to soon

Haunted by memories of the
Love that I enjoyed
I can't even think of numbers that associate
Lost a piece of me, now I run around in shame
Not even to mention that my
Life won't be the same

The devil's eyes are just way too enticing
I don't understand why I'm like this
I don’t know i’m so cold

Always distracted
Always compacting all of my feelings so
I stay in tact and
I stay with the tracks and
I think I'm addicted but I must relapse and

I got no time for bullshit
Even though that’s all I do
Pen and paper relaxing
Even though I'm always blue

My chest is hurting
Now I'm running from my past
I fucking hate my life

Things are always bad always fucking mad
Always gotta have a

Thing or two to say
World events have me debating friends
Why are we doing this?
Why are we doing this?
Why are we doing this?

For all that I care, we're all just monsters
Waiting to die, so
Why the fuck are we debating about life?
We know it’s impossible
Pulling out your hair cause politicians
Made you fucking upset
Oh, they passed a bill? yeah
They passed a bill and now your eyes are wet