Home seeker - Born a burden lyrics

Where you'll find me
Is a home I call this mess
Telling stories of a substance
That once gave my chest
Is a home I call this mess
Telling stories of a substance that
Once gave my chest

I hope you drown in your bottle I
Hope your drugs leave you empty
You took my life when you refused to change
A bridge once burned can never be the same
Caught in a perpetual state of desperation
You told me to never raise my
Fists to the ones I love hypocrite hypocrite

I hate the hand I’ve been dealt
I never asked for this
I hate the blood flowing through my veins
You'll always be haunting me
I've run as far as I can just to stay safe
I tried so hard to be the son you wanted
Where did I go wrong

If you don’t want to be here
I'm torn to think I do
Don't ever say that I don't deserve
This world you brought me into

I'll never be good enough for
The love that you withheld
You were supposed to love me
You were supposed to care

If you don't want to be here
Then leave me with the truth
Don't ever say that it's worth the
Hurt that you never even knew

I’ll never be good enough for
The love that you withheld
You were supposed to love me
You were supposed to care

How am I supposed to love myself
I’ve seen sickness I've seen health
Either way it’s gone to hell

Damaged boy replaced by addiction
An outcast looking in on what I lost
Abused as if it was nothing
A better life in my mind
I know I break everything I touch
Like father like son

If you don't want to be here
I'm torn to think I do
Don't ever say that I don’t deserve
This world you brought me into

I'll never be good enough for
The love that you withheld
You were supposed to love me
You were supposed to care

If you don't want to be here
Then leave me with the truth
Don't ever say that it's worth the
Hurt that you never even knew

I'll never be good enough for
The love that you withheld
You were supposed to love me
You were supposed to care

You broke my family, I live with the blame
Would you have loved me more if
I was just like you a bastard a fiend
You're a god damn disgrace
Born a burden and I have a cemetery mindset

I'd do anything to go back and make you proud
I'd do anything for the family I once had
I'm sorry I'm not good enough i'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm not good enough i'm sorry
I'd do anything to go back and make you proud
I'd do anything for the family I once had
I'm sorry I messed up i'm sorry
I'm sorry I messed up i'm sorry