Hopsin - I Don't Want It lyrics

This'll probably be the last song that I
Come out with for a while
I'm sorry to all my fans

I always think of Robin Williams
Someone we loved and who we saw appealing
He made us all laugh as adults and children
Shit, all the millions that he had
I wonder what were his thoughts and feelings
Five minutes before the belt had cut
His breath off and killed him
Prolly something like my thoughts now
What goes up has gotta fall down
I guess I'll pour it all
Out 'cause right now
The reaper's in the room visiting
So if I do leave
At least you'll know why I did it then
It started way back then when I
Was a kid at first
Niggas bullied me when they saw


That I was an introvert
I was never cool, had no friends
No chicks would flirt
Every school year it's like all
My issues were getting worse
My whole life they was
Calling me corny stupid
I never had a dad who was
There to mentor me through it
Skateboarding was my escape
It wasn't just for amusement
My issues kept reoccurring so I
Would resort to music
I'd vent about the burdens that
Were sitting in my heart
I'd vent about the way I fell
From swimming with the sharks
My mom was always working
So our bond was stripped and ripped apart
Ain't no fucking family memories
Ain't no pictures at the park
Then I thought
"The world is about to see Hell come
And I'ma live the good
Life everyone else wants"
And in that moment my tears
Dried and I felt numb
Then years later I blew up
The mission was well done

I don't want it no more, I
Don't want it no more, no more
(No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more, I
Don't want it no more, no more
(No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more
(No more) I don't want it no more (No more)
No more (No more, No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more
(No more) I don't want it no more (No more)
No more (No more, No, no, no, no, no, no)

Finally I was famous, people kissing my ass
I knew that I was only here
'cause it's revenge from my past
(It's crazy) went from a loser in school
Who got the worst grades
To being praised for all my
Verses when I dispersed rage
I copped a whip, moved out
The ghetto like, "Bye, haters"
Bought a brand new house with
A bunch of white neighbors
Everyone started calling wanting
Like five favors and guess what? All of it
Dealt with spending my paper
And I was nice, I'd give 'em cash
I'd show sympathy
I gave him some, him, and her
I'm just lending cheese
Now I'm just looked at like an ATM machine
If I don't give my friends my money, shit
I'm the enemy i had about a million new best
Friends that I just met
Some were plotting to build me a death bed
All because they kept on putting wack songs
Out that no one's impressed with
So outta jealousy they'd diss me
You fucking guessed it (Ha)
At least I had my squad Jarren, Dizzy, Hoppa
SwizZz i knew we'd stick together
Stuck in this chaotic biz
We had it all figured out and
Had a lot to give
It was Funk Volume for life
Who want a problem, bitch?
Then all the sudden
Out of nowhere we parted ways
2016 – those were some of my darkest days
Ask us all
"Whose fault was it?" Ain't hard to say
But it was due to money and all
Of our bonds had started to fade
Months later, my girl told me she's pregnant
This was something I never expected
Her and I weren't on good
Terms at the time, man, it was hectic
And I was scared if she kept
This baby I might regret it
Mainly because her and I had
A fucking toxic relationship
Last thing we need is a fucking
Toddler to raise in it
Having a baby is great
But not as amazing when
You got two parents who
Always fighting, hollering, breaking shit
Present day, all my people are gone
No real friends
Just leeches around eating the crumbs
No family bonds, no FV, can't be with my son
No fucking girlfriend
I swear I thought that she was the one
I feel alone and I struggle to get
My fans what they want from me
I'm struggling to build this UP company
I'm begging on my fucking knees like
"God, please, help me 'cause
I can't fucking breathe
I'm tryna smile, but pain is cutting deep
Show me that I'm more than just a rapper
Show me that this life that
I've been working on
Is meant to be more than just a disaster"
I hope this message I'm sending
Is floating up above
Instead of focusing on fame
I should've focused on the love

I don't want it no more, I
Don't want it no more, no more
(No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more, I
Don't want it no more, no more
(No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more
(No more) I don't want it no more (No more)
No more (No more, No, no, no, no, no, no)
I don't want it no more
(No more) I don't want it no more (No more)
No more (No more, No, no, no, no, no, no)

I gotta go find myself
I hope you all can understand