Hopsin - Tears to Snow lyrics

(Man, fuck) me and my girl keep arguin'
Somehow my life just got hard again
She's scared of groupies that
Steady bargin' in
I can't explain the pain my heart is in
Yeah, I got money but reality isn't sunny
It's dark and grim
See, when I'm tourin' I don't take her
So she get filled with anger
Thinkin' another woman is gon' replace her
She's standing in tears of emotion, knee deep
I keep tryna tell her I
Ain't fuckin' no groupie
She don't believe me
My career is so deceiving
She's datin' a rapper
Nobody said it was gon' be easy
She's threatenin' to leave me 'cause of
These text messages girls sent
Now I'm just caught in this whirlwind
Tryna explain that they just friends
Who can't control they-self
They see the fame, think I'm cute
And they get overwhelmed
She should fuckin' know the deal
I'm done dealin' with this bullshit
Bitch, I'm outta here, you can go to hell

There's no room to drive at
The end of the road
When you're living in the cold
Not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit
Just leave me

The underground ain’t been the same
Since I emerged from it
Niggas hear my name and they just hate
And throw some dirt on it
Talkin' 'bout I blew up and just
Left them in the dust
But we ain’t friends, mothafucka
We ain’t never kicked it once
You better zip it shut, I’m respectful
But, if I spot you
That’s the only time that I
Won’t ever give a fuck
Your words can make a difference
Do not forget
If you run your mouth and talk shit
You payin' for what comes out of it
Bitch niggas acting all macho
Jealous 'cause they ain’t got dough
While they still openin' up for me at my show
Smilin' comin' over to me
Like I’m the coldest MC
And then you badmouth the moment I leave?
Aight, I got it, since I’m in the limelight
You niggas try to look cool by
Not being hyped about my hype
Simple and plain
Better watch where your missiles are aimed
Insult my name, you’ll rekindle a flame
Nigga

There's no room to drive at
The end of the road
When you're living in the cold
Not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit
Just leave me

I’m about to lock myself in my
Basement and dig my grave inside
All jokes aside, man
I see no reason to stay alive
If I do it, I won’t even say goodbye
"Yo-o, but you’re Hopsin and you
Have so many fa-ans!", yeah, great advice
I’m not lucky outside of Hopsin
There's no one who loves me
I come home to absolutely nothing
Nobody pays any mind to Marcus
They treat me like I’m retarded
And just want me to slave away as an artist
It don’t make any sense to me
No one wants to get to know the real me
They just want some pictures for
They friends to see
I deal with this kind of stress endlessly
Fuck this damn industry
Look at all the shit that it just did to me
I don’t care about no big collab
Or tryna swim in cash
I just want a family I can
Watch the TV with and laugh
Until then, I’m on the dark side
I’m the fuckin’ Dark Knight
Startin’ bar fights, it's a hard life

There's no room to drive at
The end of the road
When you're living in the cold
Not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
(Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit
Just leave me