How to Gag a Maggot - Crazy lyrics

How to Gag a Maggot, hmm
One more time Jimmy (one more time Jimmy)

I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye

I don't wanna let you go yet
I don't wanna have to miss you
When I grope that ass and kiss you
Even though you passed away I'm with you
Keeping you here with me isn't weird to mе
You appear to be not keeping well
And can't spеak to me
But, I don't care, you don't need to breathe
I know that you love me
I don't need to feel your heartbeat for me to
See it and you could never be ugly
No matter how much you decompose so please
Believe that your company is comforting
And your love for me is a drug to me
One that I need just to fucking breathe
Even the thought of you leaving
Me it fucks with me
I don't know how we got here
With your blood on the carpet
This is everything that I feared would happen
Now I'm walking around lost in our
Apartment sloshed off with lots of
Capped and this is not what
I wanted, that's an understatement, ain't it
Was so far from that shit
We planned to accomplish
I just wish I could go back
And not be so damn frustrated
I'm always on the brink of
Snapping and you pushed me
The fuck did you think would happen?
In that moment you didn't seem attractive
All I saw was red and proceeded stabbing
Didn't think of the repercussions
And that after
You would never breathe or function again
I need you, you need your husband
But, you pushed his buttons and
Fucked it up then damn

I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye

It's been a couple of weeks
Snuggled up in the sheets lovingly at peace
With the one that I need
Caught air fresheners I hung up on strings
The smell is nowhere as overbearing
As you could be no more caring about where I
Go and there's no more
Glaring about who I hang with
Or what I'm wearing
This is love in the purest form of the word
Nothing gets put over my girl
I was over it and now I'm all for it
I fell in love again with your
Corpse and it feels real, feels authentic
Feels good and we compliment each other
Way better than we did
No bitching and arguing over
Little petty shit, fist in a ball again
Fist in the wall then the
Kids get involved with it
I don't miss them at all
If I'm just being honest
Shit's been so calm since they've been gone
They ain't gon' be pissing me off again
All I ever needed was you all alone
To myself to keep in my room
People assume that we never leave
But we do every
Weekend we sit out and sing to the moon
It's a beautiful thing how we keep
What we do just between us
Love got us deeply consumed (Consumed)
We needed to bloom and grew closer
From everything we've been through
(Been through) our love has survived death
Now it's something that's timeless
How much luckier can I get, I get everything
I need looking deep in your eyes, yes

I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep
Your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye