Huey V - Feelings lyrics

Do you realize if she were the one
It would be me?
You realize that I'm that bitch, right?
'Cause I feel like you don't

Backtrackin', I'm back in the
City speaking to
People I should be leavin' 'lone
It's feel like I ain't never left, but
I ain't ever see a phone call or text
Double check before I send you
What I'm thinkin' next
You know that boy blessed
You know that boy stressed
You know he debt free
You know he been in debt
You know he talk to God and got it right
Then put it on his flesh
Funny how it cuts deep to
Get it off his chest
I fake feelings when I make attachments, so
Now my new bitch name got a foreign accent
Sorry, it's what he do, need a Visa
I need a reason notta be in every IG model DM
You askin', huh, "Who is that
Is he doing that again?"
I pulled over in traffic
Why you overreacting?
Stop going through my phone
You gon' find what you askin'
I know you hate that bitch
I hate her too if you ask me low and pretty
We pay attention to city lights
'Till the time pass, tip the hourglass
You never pay attention what you
Got until it's gone
And, you never notice when it's
Gone until the bottle smashed
I'm bein' honest for a moment

I can't see it comin' down my eyes
So I gotta make this song cry
Big blunt rollin' down I5
Shit, I had to make this song cry

I hate it how we only
Tell the truth over text
Drunk sex, drugged out
We finish and make our way to the couch
To think about mistakes that I
Make whenever I'm out
Shit, you don't view this house
As a home no more
You don't hide it when you speaking
In your tone no more
Like fine tooth when you show your thorns
Hate to soak it up
Fuck, when speaking turns feel
Like terms and agreements
We don't speak enough for it
Maybe it's too much
Yeah, so how you wanna trust?
(How you wanna trust?)
When it's the first of what I break
In is box full of lies
Call my phone made it way more way more
Way more easier than what it should've
Huh, I never understood it (Understood it)
'Cause when it's all said and done
Man who I wanna be
Never even who I really was
Just things that I see in me
That you don't seem to judge
You don't seem to touch
You don't even check my phone
When I leave it up
Scared of what you may see
Like you ain't seen enough
But stuck around through everything
How we gon' clean this up?
Yesterday was bad, not mad
It could've been worse, shit
I receive more phone calls than I return
Shit i created more hurt women
Than when they first, uh
Met me, I regret it
I shoulda warned you I'm worse than
Whatever you met in your past
I'm not perfect
But when I'm drowning, I can still see
The surface, just work with me, huh
I never said I would do you right
I said when you leave
You would learn from me
I heard through the grapevine
That you found love
It's all good, I hope you found trust too
Shit
'Cause I ain't the same shit you once knew

I can't see it comin' down my eyes
So I gotta make this song cry (Song cry)
Big blunt rollin' down I5 (I5)
Shit, I had to make this song cry (Song cry)

'Cause I'm sick of this shit
You too fucking old to be playin' games
Like some like a lowlife teenager's boy
And I ain't gonna say he's not that nigga
'Cause I done told everybody you were
But you actin' like a bitch
Nigga, it's over with
Lose my fucking number
(Lose my fucking number)