Hurt - Well lyrics

I wasn't able to deal with
The pain and the loss
And the darkness would surround me
What could've been? What should've been?
Pain

And with the state of affairs and
The way that I was
I took a pistol from the closet
I loaded a round, opened my mouth
Closed my eyes, said goodbye and, "click"
I would find another way

Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell
And the guilt was overwhelming
Oh, how could I do something to you
Like that which had been done to me?

I’m guessing either I’m dead
Or I’m lucky instead
And the shame of this will haunt me
These strange voices start to make noises
Out of something void
Then I made my choice to

Find another way
Yes, I would find another way, yeah

'Cause, I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but
"Well, well" yeah, I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but
"Well, well, well"

Because the weight of the world
Was amusing to some
We would sign a record contract
And then you heard of me
Said kind words to me
And brought supplies when I was sick

Now I’m dirty, in doubt and I’m empty as hell
I knew better from the onset
Of a party in a limousine
With faces from a magazine
A stripper's sitting next to me just begging
Me to let her go and

Find another way
Won't you find another way, yeah

Because no one ever really could love me
No one ever should yeah, no one
Ever really should love me no one ever would