I Hate This Place, Supa - Snowlights lyrics

I think I'm conscious now
I think I've woken down
Snowlight and starfall around my head
I'm getting older

Last chance to make it hurt
Before we hit the ground
Still getting high on the fumes of our youth
Taking over

I think I'm dreaming wide
Thoughts scattered through the prism
But through my eagle eye
I still see you there as you were

A million miles high
Lights from the cataclysm
Still washing down over us

I'm finally conscientious
Still picking apart every piece of the game
Within this from start to finish
My heart dependent
The part where sunshine days are endless
Winter forever frostbitten trees
A solitary letter
From the days I used to dream
In this maze where I gaze laid back
Thinking about
All of those thoughts of Spring

The wetness is blinding cold cuts through me
These chills are binding
Heart in a trapdoor lay silent
Moments pass by like acts of violence

Bodily pressures shut my eyelids
Define the divine insight of this lightness
Take a deep breath i inhale the silence

I think I'm conscious now
I think I've woken down
Snowlight and starfall around my head
I'm getting older
Last chance to make it hurt
Before we hit the ground
Still getting high on the fumes of our youth
Taking over

I think I'm dreaming wide
Thoughts scattered through the prism
But through my eagle eye
I still see you there as you were

A million miles high
Lights from the cataclysm
Still washing down over us

The feeling of being small's hard
And any man's tiny backdropped by the stars
Not to say that you put here
All the things that we went through
Shook my fear

A man I became through standards the same
I entered the period of handling things
But those pauses are blatant
Your face made a statement
I spent time dealing in my basement
Been alone for awhile not a child
But fight every day
With these stresses and trials piled up
Along the walk that I'm headed on
Regretting nothing
But the day I first stepped upon

And this all started somewhere
And I swear to God I
Don't think it's fun there i was done there
The feeling of numb where
I had to ask for help
But, I've only prayed one prayer

Thought to myself about this pain on pages
My brain enrages insane and faithless
Yo, time is not an entity
And the day I moved on i told you
Never ever mention me
Eventually this winter will pass
And I'll solve this mystery
Laid in the grass til the feeling of warmth
Hope's all I ask
But this pit's been bottomless

Yo and these days get colder
Like the end of autumn gets
And the struggle that
I've had to be honest with
Myself and the list of broken promises
I'm trying but the past keeps coming back
Yo, fairy tale endings
But the beginning is where I fucked up bad
And I can't say I'm sorry
So I spend time reflecting
Let the stars talk for me
Let the sky breathe for me
And my eyes close slowly
It was almost morning it was almost morning

I think I'm dreaming wide
Thoughts scattered through the prism
But through my eagle eye
I still see you there as you were

A million miles high
Lights from the cataclysm
Still washing down over us

(Take my hand, No one knows the way)