I’d Stay Away Too, Rozz Dyliams - OCTOBER TWENTY SEVENTH lyrics

October 27th 1998 is the day that
I was placed upon this
I was late my mother was an addict
And my Father was the same
My body was enlarged and I could
Not deviate that we suffered
As children my brother and I
Grown so used to it
Grotesque in the mind they had was secluded
Left us with wounds that we could not manage
Our Father took charge and away
We went camping was
Gone for a year with no sight of damage
Until we were forced to revisit the baggage
No remorse here I'll spill your
Blood on my canvas
You birthed a child to that perpetrator
You put a bomb in my hand like a stranger
You sat along as I played with the danger
I could not change her
Nearly 22 and I'm already divorced and I got
A precious child that I will not ignore
I'm searching for the balance that
I got to restore
I'm cleansing all my habit's and
I'm shutting the door
All the people the vices the
Evil inside 'em the
Creep from below to remind me I'm violent
Silence inside the asylum defining
The truth from the lies I had to disguise

I could never wait and watch
You waste away forever
There was something about you I
Always gravitated towards but
What it is I can't seem to remember
I moved away that's probably why I
Never ever got that letter
Even if I would I probably would
Have put return to sender
I've been learning now to tell myself
That I've been doing better
But, I still feel like tangled
Mangled feathers in the fender
How was I suppose to know that you
Would go where no one goes
And I would set the scene and hope that
All my signs would lead you home
And back to basics
Anyway just show me that you are still here
And write me something to make
Me laugh and then fog
Up the glass and the steam on the mirror