INcenDIAry - Victory In Defeat lyrics

In spite of what they say
I'm still not right out of body out of mind
And out of everyone’s sight but even through
The struggle I still hold tight
Leaving the pieces behind makes it
Easier to feel alive
I need to live, I need to love, not
Just survive force myself, not finished yet
Facing fears I thought
I’d dreamt life don't wait for
Payment sent and what
I've earned hasn't made a dent this isn't me
This isn't who I was supposed to
Be - a dead weight hanging
On your words the cast of my
Mold is cracked and for
Oncе in my life it feels good
To accept that second placе
Is a finish that we get the weight of it all
Is crushing me i'm trying to
Reach this level of
Peace where I feel nothing
For anyone or anything
Maybe then I can finally sleep fighting for
Survival and trying to kill the pain
Searching for the sun in a world
That always rains fighting for survival and
Trying to kill the pain
If it's peace I need so be it
But I'll always curse your name