Indib - Social Anxiety lyrics

Bro i know peoples lifes are worse
Then mine and i acknowledge it
I just put my pain into my songs

I have social anxiety from my family
Because at dinner they treated me like shit
I can't ride around Town
Without being scared
When will i truly be happy?
When will i truly be in love?
When will i truly not be sad?
I don't know so im still sad
Everyone at school hates me
I haven't been truly outside in 2 days
When im at home i fell safe when
Im in public i fell terified
Man fuck everything im goin' through
My dad won't stop screaming at
Me over little things
My sister is a super asshole
My mom is the only person that
Is nice in the house
My fuckin' dad won't stop screaming at me
When i ask a question he fuckin'
Screams at me or gets mad
That shit should just stop
Bitch why did my life turn out this way?
I have so much fuckin' paranoia
I know i will die young if
I don't get my life together
But i don't know if i can
When i fell truly happy im alone
In my room making meme songs
But im takin' a break from that for a few
Bro i know peoples lifes are worse
Then mine and i acknowledge it
I just put my pain into my songs