Insane Clown Posse - Can't End Myself lyrics

This is a tale
A long forgotten tale of wicked mayhem
A man whose own personal Hell was
His own life on earth so therefore, in Hell
He was granted just that:
Eternal life on earth

I shot my wife in the head
I blamed the bitch for everything
She’s the reason I failed it’s ‘cause
Of her I ain’t a king i tried to carry on I
Couldn’t my decision: suicide
I put the shotgun in my mouth and
With my toe put two inside
I felt my world shake bang I
Felt my thoughts catch on fire
My skull exploded in my head
Tremendous pain was acquired
My body hit the floor i felt
Cool air hit my brain all the same
I still remain my pulse maintain
I ran into the bathroom i
Checked myself in the mirror
I had a bloody mouth
And plus the back of my head wasn’t there
I’m steady bleeding i started freaking
Ran and jumped through the glass
Some thirty feet into the driveway
I smashed at last, i passed
But not so fast i’m still alive
And I’m driving i thought about giving it up
And going to a hospital
But then I seen a truck coming fuck
It i hit the bitch dead on
I walked away minus my head and an arm
I can’t end myself

’nitruh m’I deyonna tog I litnu ssa
Tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc
TI yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no
Swal sti dekcol tI noil a deppals-hctib
Pu thgiarts dna ooz eht
Otni llaw a deppoh gniyd em
Dna em htiw pu s’tahW i have no head
No fuckin’ head!

People are trippin’ on me i’m
Looking like the living dead
I can’t explain my situation ‘cause
I have no fucking head
I just keep trying to die what’s
Up with me and me dying?
I hopped a wall into the zoo
And straight up bitch-slapped a lion
It locked it's laws on my side and
Shook my body like a toy
It clawed the mother fucking shit out
My ass 'til it got annoyed
I’m hurtin’ heavy now i took
Some sedatives to relax
About two hundred Xanax and passed
Out on the train tracks
I scored some Anthrax i rocked it
Up and did a few lines
I smoked it up and tried to shoot
It in my neck a few times
I’m trying to talk through my neck hole
But everybody’s runnin’ it’s only gurgles
And all this fucking blood won’t stop comin’
I got into the bathtub and cut
My legs off with a saw
I tried to bleed to death
But it filled the tub
More blood than I ever saw
Won’t stop comin’ my heartbeat
Won’t stop drummin’, i’m bummin’
I’m just a headless paraplegic
On a skateboard help, someone
I’m trying to end myself (End myself)

’nitruh m’I deyonna tog I litnu ssa
Tuo tihs gnikcuf rehtom eht dewalc
TI yot a ekil ydob ym koohs dna edis ym no
Swal sti dekcol tI noil a deppals-hctib
Pu thgiarts dna ooz eht
Otni llaw a deppoh gniyd em
Dna em htiw pu s’tahW no legs
No fuckin’ head
One arm left, on a skateboard

Still got my arm, and I’m scootin’
People givin’ my ass a bootin’
Thank god these slutty-ass hooker hoes
Be out here prostitutin’
I got my dick sucked
I gave the bitch a rock of the Anthrax
She smoked that shit, and her heart exploded
Fuckin’ blew out her back
I tried to scoot along
But a big stray dog locked onto my arm
And then it dragged me to a dumpster
With about fifteen more of them
And I was punchin’ on ‘em i ain’t gonna die
And they bitin’ my ass
I found a beer bottle i broke it
And started stabbin’ 'em with the glass
I pull myself on
Grab the bumper of a passing Grenada
I’m hangin’ it, draggin’ rocks and gravel
Hurting a lot
I’m about to fall out we hit a corner
And I hit a tree hard
And with my broken-ass arm
I crawled into somebody’s yard
And in the shed, I found
A wood chipper i thought, "This is it"
I pulled it out and got it
Runnin’ and climbed into that bitch
And now I can’t explain the horror
Or the pain i’m still here
But I feel myself being eaten
By the maggots, each piece, everywhere

SuseJ says, Lord
I stand at the door and knock
Yadot traeh ruoy fo rood eht
No gnikconk si suseJ screaming
Therefore shall be ashamed of me
And of my words my words, uh, in this a-
And sinful generation and sinful of him also