Insane Clown Posse - Suicide Hotline lyrics

Suicide Hotline, may I help you? Yeah, uh
Well I'm 'bout to fuckin' kill myself
Listen, you don't wanna do that
Okay? You don't wanna do that i'm gonna, eh
There's so many fuckin' reasons why
I don't even need to be here anymore
There's no reason-
I'm gonna put a slug in my fuckin' head!
You don't wanna do that, you
Wanna be here on Earth, okay?
Fuck that shit man! I got a gun right now
Put it away
And I got it right under my chin, man
Fuck that! Take it away from your chin
I'm gonna fuckin' blow my head
All over the ceiling no you're not, okay
Fuck this shit, man
Hey, just talk to me, okay?

It ain't no point to me wakin' up
Everybody's time I'm takin' up (No)
I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near
I can't stay here and it's colder there
(Where?)
I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt
I slice my wrists and it's gonna squirt
(O oh) for me, everybody holds a hate
I get backstabbed and everybody
Holds the stake
It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive
(O oh)
Bustin' at myself and I'm tryin' to survive
I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down
And I ain't got many home boys comin' around
(No?)
You don't understand, so don't say you do
(Oh yes I do)
I swear I'll put a motherfuckin' slug in you
(Now, now) i'm the only one, the lonely one
At home alone
Loadin' a gun thinkin' why not?

Why not? I'll tell you why not, okay?
Okay, you have feelings inside your head
Okay? I understand that
Feelings lead to depression
When you have depression
You have a lonely void inside of your heart
Okay?
And your heart means everything to the world
Okay?

I got court comin' up, I stole'd a truck
I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck
I wanna get high but I got piss test (Well)
I'm always first name on top of the shit list
(No) get this, the Witch has made my chest
It's permanent nightly visiting nest (What?)
It ain't no clothes that I look good in
I'm the motherfuckin' big red
Train that couldn't
I got no family, I stole they shit (Okay)
Restraining orders and I still won't quit
I hit rock bottom, and then I fell in a hole
And then I fell through the floor
Of that hole some more
I been missing for a year, nobody's lookin'
(I am)
I got beat down and my shit tooken (O oh)
I look ahead and all I see
Is more of the same
Or this self-inflicted bullet hole
Pourin' my brain

Okay, I understand that you're in pain, okay?
I understand everything you're going through
I've been there myself, okay?
Now, your pain is my pain, alright?
And I feel your pain
And I wanna be your friend
Just me and you, friends

I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel
(What?) the dreams are gettin' serious
Think I'm in trouble (Oh my)
I don't hold memory for more than an hour
I'm tired as fuck and I'm drained of power
I ain't half way there and I'm all outta time
I'm like a crushed light bulb
All outta shine (Oh no)
I been around the world but no place is home
I wanna see the other side
When I face this chrome i'm butt naked
I been jackin' off gettin' drunk
It's my last hours alive, who gives a fuck?
(Me) it don't matter
I'm doin' this shit in the garage
Tryin' to make it easier for them
To clean my head splaage
This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me
Still up in the chair with
My thoughts behind me (Wait, wait)
I'm 'bout to do it (beep)
Can you hold for a second? (Wait a min)

Hello? Hey, what's up?
Where you at? Right down the street
With who? My girl Shannon
We were wonderin' if we could stop by
Well shit, yeah, come on by really?
Yeah, hey hey hey hey
I know, bring some blunts, alright
Chuckle Alright, bye