Invane, Shiloh Dynasty - Long gone lyrics

I gotta keep my own pace gotta keep my flow
But how when my life's complicated
Everything is hard and I mean my situations
Life is so hard it can be frustrating
And the more I fail the more i gotta keep
Elaborating i try to start talking
But I hate conversation
Im tired of putting up a front
Cuz in reality im really in a dang slump
I'm on a road and I hit every bump so tired
This mess so tired of this stuff
All I can say is that
Ive had enough my life is
Stressful and it's sorta rough
But people say they won't leave what a bluff

Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?

Depression hittin hard don't know what to do
Laying on the ground this feeling ain't new
Emotions all attached all my
Feelings is glued
Is it my fault tho what i did i do
What did i do
Suicide in my head wishing I was dead
Only thin I see thru my eyes
Is red but that only cuz
Of all the tears that i shed
My anxiety high my medication
Low I'm dying inside but I try not to show

Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?