J. Dash, Lara Johnston - Take It Hard lyrics

You take it hard could be your darkest days
Are all behind you you take it hard
Don't go so far away that I can't find you

Uh, look i feel like my heart is gone
And every night I wish that you would
Feel this pain all over
Every moment after this
I'm numb to all sensations
Of pleasure and recreation
Doin' anything for some
Sedation' started pacin'
And the stress is startin' to
Show up in my body, losin' weight
Losin' sleep, losin' sanity
Somebody tell me how to deal with this
I've tried it all, I've cried it all
Until I couldn't cry at all, man
You have no idea
'Cause everybody has their expectations
Of how long
They think your pain's supposed to last
'fore they sayin' you should
Get back off the pine
Force a smile like everything is fine
Act like it's gettin' easier with time
Now I'm lyin' to myself and I'm
Too stubborn to admit it
'Cause everyday it gets a little
Harder to forget it and every second hurts
It's only gettin' worse
And momma say I need to go to church
But it's too hard

You take it hard could be your darkest days
Are all behind you you take it hard
Don't go so far away that I can't find you

Yeah, yeah, look, real talk
I swear I never meant to hurt
Nobody when I started this
Wish I could go back in time and
Not play any part of this
'Cause now our family broken hearted
It's too hard to swallow this
Pill that I feel made of steel
What's harder is I'm wrong
And I feel the guilt
Layin' in this bed of nails
That I know I built, tryin' to escape but I'm
Trapped inside this cage
And this cage is on a stage
So all can see my pain
But I'm still way too ashamed
I'm David Blaine, I'm runnin' away
I'm packin' a bag, I'm leavin' today
And you could try to stop me
But I made up my mind
Except it's constantly changin'
I'm constantly changin'
And ain't nobody facin' what I'm facin'
So I'm racin' but I don't
Know what I'm chasin'
But, I'm runnin' strong, but before I'm gone
I stop inside the moment just
To find some atonement 'Cause when it's gone
(It's gone) , it's gone and it's too hard

You take it hard could be your darkest days
Are all behind you you take it hard
Don't go so far away that I can't find you

Ain't no way to change it, face it
Look it in the face and tell it
I ain't about to let you affect me, wreck me
God has promised that he would protect me
So even when it seems like, I can't fight
I know that it's always gon' be alright
'Cause life has many mountains and
Valleys are all around them
So keep on rollin' with it, with it

You take it hard could be your darkest days
Are all behind you you take it hard
Don't go so far away that I can't find you
Find you, ye find you, oh
Find you, oh that I can't you
Find you, ye find you, oh
Find you, oh that I can't you