J-Yak, HuckFin - Gold Rush lyrics

A bucket list full of
Nothing but love interests
Musical acquisitions
And uninhabited substances
Custom fit JYAK hoodies, hashtags
And failed-to book-me's
Been stuck at 1k on twitter
Since minneap overlooked me
How the tides turned
As i watch the night burn
Let the ice churn, tell em all that i learned
Like if you make a change from
The money that you earn
People start to question what the
Kid was ever really worth
And you only miss friends
When they levitate from Earth
Heard that each death is accompanied by birth
But, it's hard to understand
When they're six feet under dirt
And you're sposed to live life
Like youve never known hurt
So i sit and reminisce
From my rooftop perched
Pad on my lap, breaking grams of this purp
Knowing too damn well
Getting high to solve a low
Only means, from what im told
You never loved yourself first
Like i only loved you, and you only loved God
So you said that things
Change, stick to plan, i just nod
And I'm giving you facade
And i fake it like it's real
And i give it to a broad
Having sex but never feel nothing
Never feel touched
And never really accustomed to getting up in
The morning, making you eggs
But i do it cuz you love it
And i do you cuz you love it
And i do me cuz I'm told
You lose yourself up on this road
I never wanna be a puppet
Pulling strings for you girl
Sing for you girl
Cuz ive been around the map
Still got a thing for you girlll
And those dark blue eyes
And that curly brown hair
And that full mouth smile
That had put me right here
Youre my heroine both the woman and my drug
Drinking in the car
Cuz i couldn't in the club
Looking at the stars
And i shoulda called it love
But i didn't cuz it's not, and
I wouldn't, cuz I'm young
And feeling restlesss

I wish that that i could take
That heroine away from you
Wish that i could put my foot
Up on the breaks for you
I wish that i could take that
Belt around your waist from you
There ain't a day
I don't think of meeting at
Heavens gates with you all
I think my self deprecation
Kept you impatient, and pacing
Making it look to me like
Both our hearts breaking
I found a mystery woman
Found a mystery woman
Thought if i repeated myself
Then maybe history wouldn't
Another summer, another parallel
Another truth that I'm too scared to tell
The same tempo on that carousel
But this the end, jay baruchel